Boxing Day -- 3 April 2000 :

After I managed to find S$2k, I linked up with Mr She and Dom. and booked the earliest ferry to "The Ship". As usual, i went to the Bacarrat corner. I told myself that i will call it a day only if i win S$10K or lose S$2k. Those games i feel confident then i bet, eventually i hit about S$7k with my betting stack between S$200 to S$1k within 7 hrs. To faster reach my S$10K objectives, i increase my stack to S$2K. This was the turning point, i lose the bet. i began to lose control, just whack, hoping to win back. Eventually, i lose back my winning and my S$2k capital.
While waiting for the last ferry to be back Sin, i just keep thinking why i cant control my betting behaviour. I know i will go crazy if i cant stop thinking of the incident. So when i Reach Singapore World Trade Centre (current known as HarbourFront), i decided to walk back home--Ang Mo Kio. It took me about 3 hrs. I really have a good sleep after the shower.